Monday, February 8, 2016

Another Do Over

Today is the day of my many do overs. I was thinking the other the,  how is my relationship  with food any different than a drug addicts relationship with drugs or an alcoholic's relationship with alcohol. It's all abuse to the temple that we are entrusted to preserve. Simply...abuse is abuse, we just so happen to have a different drug of choice. Is it fair that I look down on those individuals,  but I continue to binge on soda,  chips,  cookies, and candy. No,  that makes me a hypocrite. What I'm experienceing  is an addiction and addictions are hard to break. It's going to take determination and a lot of hard work.  I want to succeed because:
1) I want to live
2) I love my family
3) I want to fit nicely into clothes in the" front of the store"
4) I Love Myself
5) I want to be healthy
I truly want to be successful this time.  I know what it takes,  my biggest issue is being consistent and having the will power not to have a cheat meal turn into a binge day/week/month.